The letter of Love

Peace and serenity is all that I need
Sometimes we fall in love
Love is always in us.

I think you might block me or something so it’s much easier for me to send these words.
Accepting the fact that we were separated killed me every second since you left but I know it needs to stop.

When you find your jewellery, I hope you know it’s her and won’t let her go as I did wrong with our relationship at the beginning.
I found you the one I was crazy about, I can be who I am no matter how noisy I sleep or how terrible I cook.
The one I can only think of when I need someone to talk to and feel that he loves kissing me and hugging every night.
But when it comes to emotions, love is imperfect and so are we. Even though I feel love is always between us but somehow it just makes our life harder.
I will keep finding the one as you said ”feel amazing in me” because I know I am being better than yesterday and still.

Thank you, my sweet love,

and hopefully, see you on a cloudless day that we can start over again by two grown-up old friends.

Back of the room
Looking at you
Counting the steps
Between us
A hundred and five
Little blades in a line
From your skin to mine
And I feel it
Eyes on the ground
But I can’t look up now
Don’t wanna give it away
My secret
In another life, my teeth and tongue
Would speak aloud what until now I’ve only sung
’Cause I would die to make you mine
Bleed me dry each and every time
I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back a thousand times
You can make me wait forever
Push me away and tell me never
I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back a thousand times
Kiss me goodnight
Like a good friend might
I’ll do the same
But won’t mean it
’Cause love is a cage
These words on a page
Carry the pain
They don’t free it
In another life, I wouldn’t need to
Console myself as I resign to, release you

-1000 times, Sara Bareilles-